yesterday was hell. rushed to IOH in the afternoon and came back rushing through my geography. i tell you it was HELL. i studied 5 hours continuously? never in my life i studied so many hours at a go. not only that, i became too stressed up. never in my life i felt so stressed up before. i flared up and threw the books on the floor. my sister came into my room and studied yet i yelled at her asking her to get out of my room. she was reluctant to do so so i continued to yell at her. but after a few minutes later, i apologised. she gave me a muack and i felt better. lol. mum came and talked to me too. then i showed her the pile of study notes i need to memorise. she got a shock? and walked out of my room, tongue-tied. i came to realise what has gotten into me. i dont get angry easily yet i actually flared up? dots. super super duper stress! but luckily, it's over.

jex chatted with babyy. lalaas. he said i shouldnt be so worked up, yeah i shouldnt ): and violent, yeah i am ): anyways, im left with chemistry, physics and geography paper1, including amaths paper2. weee. so relaxed. alryte. gonna study for my chemistry paper1. tmr only one paper! yes! ONE! reminds me of jolene darling. i miss eu! muackk!

you made my life filled with happiness ever since you came into mie world.(: